overturn

dis morning very happy...coz 9am+ receive ur msg...finally can receive ur msg...hahaha...realy happy...was thinking...is things changing? u don hate me as much as u did b4? we can be normal frens back? sending msg to each other wen free? bt i juz doesnt seem dat way...tot u will msg me bk wen u done work...bt u didnt...asked u...bt seem u replied coldly...disappointed n sad...realy sad...duno wad to do...my heart feel sarks...i wish i could scream out loud...or maybe talk to pooh pooh about it...as i usualy do...adopted dis habit frm u...i noe wenever u r sad...u will talk to baby pooh...its juz u...so long din listen to ur voice liao...hw i wish u will call me now n talk to me...even if its rubbish or scoldings...juz wana listen to ur voice so much now...bt i noe...u wont call me...u wont answer my calls...aiiz...is our relationship juz gona end like dis? no turning back? sometimes i keep on asking myself...y has things turn like dis? izzit becoz i don care enuf for u? im not good enuf? or izzit dat ur heart couldnt fit me anymore?was thinking if we could get back 2gt after some cooldown time...if u were still single by then...maybe my persistent heart can make u change ur mind...i duno...bt i hope so...the congress were bored...2mr n sunday stil have 2 sessions...duno can i make it o nt...realy boring...aiiz...if u were stil there for me...i would have easily make it tru...sometimes i think back...y sudenly we turn from sweet couple into 2 different strangers? Y? can anyone tell me? i realy wish to noe...after all...i stil think dat our break up juz come too sudden...n im stil not clear of the reasons...there r still too many things on my mind...reasons of break up...can we get back 2gt...do u stil love me...do u realy have another guy...many more...i realy wish to find out...bt at the same time...im afraid...if the truth is something i don wish it would be or cant accept it...i duno whether can i still stand alive...realy wish dat u would go yam cha wif me...duno will i have the chance to meet u wen u come bk later...i wish i could c tru ur heart...if only u will tell me...juz wad actualy r u thinking...i realy wan to noe...