typing pointlessly

well recently much discussion is being done on the topic "love"...questions like wad is love? hw to handle love? hw to maintain a relationship? y does a relationship ends?...these things been around my head...bt i manage to neglect these questions coz i dowan to think bout them...bt i guess i juz cudnt neglect them forever...i have been creating so called answers for these questions in my head...bt guess there arent juz the perfect answers for them...well nt to boast myself...bt i have gt some theorical knowledge on things...bt i guess sumtimes these things aint juz nt too good...the factor distance n understanding is quite the famous ones to occur wen a relationship gone off...bt i guess understanding aint gona b much of a big obstacle for my relationship...although we doesnt noe both very very well...bt the understanding lvl of our very own aint so bad...distance is wad im gona worry bout...although dat isnt taking part nw...bt i realy cant tell bout the future...though i found out the fact dat my dear isnt gona stay in ipoh after she done her stpm...at 1st i tot i can bear wif this so called "future may happen matter"...bt i realy cant get off the question n over thought of myself...i aint gona finish my studies early...stil gt 2 years to go...although time may pass without u even knowing...of coz i wish the best for her...bt i guess even hw good a person is...he/she stil cant overcome the so called "sins" of themselves...n the same goes for me...i guess i juz cant b selfish asking her to stay...bt i juz wish dat if the future matter realy do occur...i wish dat the worst situation doesnt occur...coz i realy do had pray dat myself n her could b forever...bt there are no guranty to dat...anytg may happen without notice...mayb i c her 2day...the next day i involve in an accident n juz poof...disappear frm dis life...i hope dat meantime...i can bring as much happiness to her...coz the indescrible feelings towards her is juz indescrible...i juz hope i aint gona b a part of her sad memories...and another thing...dear if u c dis...pls don get too much affect frm it...