my silly gal

its friday...a different one...at least the morning is normal...went to college for a class dat i wasnt supose to b at...dam frustrated n paiseh...aiiz...was pissed off by the admin...by gt calm down by my dear hahaha...since i wasnt welcomed in the class...i head home...found out my results had reached home...wasnt expecting anytg good though...bt din though it was dis horrible lol...cgpa less than 2...omg...i was frigthen n dissappointed...yet was again cheered up by my dear =)...gave me motivation to continue on it...i will work harder dear =D...well as for my dear...a normal day which starts with school then tuition...bt 2nite she is having dinner in occasion to celebrate her sis bday =)...she bought her a crystal ball like present...seems she is geting tired recently...waking up early in the morning n driving all day...pity her =(...hw good if i could my energy to her...i don need dat much energy as i juz have to go college in the morning n ntg else...well 2nite is no difference...she is tired...bt stil...she wana accompany me sms...saying she miss me...well i miss her a lot too...i told her to go sleep early...she refuses...she is having exam for tuition 2mr...n she has yet to study for it...i ask her to study bt she says she is tired...so i asked her to go rest bt she says dowan...so i asked y nt...u r tired...n she replied"if sleep i cant sms wif u"...she rather sleep late to accompany me...aww silly gal...i duno whether im supose to b happy n sad...happy in sense she wana accompany me...sad in sense of she is tired...well there is dis question popping out my head...she is going to genting to work at the end of the year...wad will happen between us by then?...bt i tot over it 2nite...i cant be selfish...i realy love her...i gota tink for her future...seems she was a bit frustrated wen we talk bout a heart topic...i said i cant b selfish to own all of ur heart...u have heart for me...bt u gota have heart for studies too...seems she wasnt happy for this phrase...and i comfort her...sometimes the sms i send her was a bit 肉麻...haha...i said...i have own ur most precious thing...i cant b selfish to take ur heart as well...she ask wad u have?...dear...i ardy have ur soul n love with me...its more than i ever wished...n i oni wished for 2 things nw...ur happiness n ur future...no matter wad happens in the coming future...i will b by ur side...i wil b the ear wen u have sumtg to say...i wil b the eye dat watches u...n i wil b the 1 wen u need sum1 the most...dear i love u...i realy love u...