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dear...i juz read ur blog...u told me dat i wud get hurt after reading it...bt infact...im not =)...bt i duno hw to describe my feelings...a bit funny...a bit suprise...a bit happy...bt definitely nt sad...its like dis...at the early part...it was a bit funny wen u mention wad ur frens were saying...then a bit suprise wen u mention ur thoughts and the same problem dat i tot of b4...n happy wen i noe dat u care so much for me...a little touched nw...keep smiling as im typing...duno y lol...although i am oso afraid of the changes dat may take place...bt my worries decreased...u alwiz tell me u wana c the future...bt at my view...future is nt set...future can change...life is like a story in a book...bt dif is future aint written yet...its up to us on how to write it...its nt decided by others bt the ppl themselves...i stil rmb i told u...i dowan to c the future...i wana make future...coz i believe human sudnt live according to fate...we r able to make changes...it juz takes effort...n im puting lot of effort to make my wanted future...although i duno wad we wil face in the future...bt im sure we can overcome it if we both have the heart n effort...i admit...i realy love u n dowan to lose u...at 1st wen i heard u were going to genting...i was a bit sad n worried...bt after last nite...i know...if its good for u...i wil support ur decision...u said u werent selfish enuf...u duno hw to be selfish...well all i can say is...ppl behave in the way dat they have to due to dif situation n circumstances...i understand ur position..n i wil respect ur decision for everything...i juz wan u to noe...we r in dis 2gt...yes other ppl may have dif view on our relationship...bt we both noe wad we felt on each other...i noe my feelings...n so do u...to me...no matter wad others say n do...i wil stil believe my beliefs...i trust myself...no offence to other parties who is reading the blog...i juz wan u to noe...i realy love u...n there is no lies to dat...i cant force u to put ur trust on me...bt u have my trust on u...no matter wad u do...i wil b there to support u...i wil b the ears to listen wen u need...i wil b the wall for u to lean on wen u need 1...n i wil be whoever wadever wen u needed...as i alwiz say...juz be natural...hope u can get relief after reading dis...all i wanted is juz for u to be happy...i love u dear...i do...