time...aiiz

its friday now...aiiz...time realy flies...duno hw to say...its ardy 4 days she came bk...bt to me...it was juz like ytd...duno wad to say...is realy happy moments have to pass so fast? realy no idea...realy wish i could have more time wif her...maybe time could juz turn back or rewind...bt too bad it couldnt...though time passes...bt the feelings never change...although it mite nt be as the same last time...perhaps changes took place...though i duno where and when...maybe departure for almoz 1 month does make difference...realy miss her wen she is out of my sight...especially wen she is bk in ipoh...bt i could be wif her 24 hours...i have class...and she need to have some time for her family as well...as much as i wanted to have all her holiday time...bt i couldnt be so selfish and neither i can give her all my time...bt i realy wish dat i can spend all my time wif her...going doing eating watever she loves to...as long as im beside her...dats enuf...as long as i can felt her presence...she will be leave saturday morning...which means...aiiz...dowana say it...after friday nite...i will have to wait 1 month or more to get to c her again...which says i will have to led another 1 month zombie life? maybe...hahaha...duno...work and class to make my time go on...perhaps to get my clock ticking...saw her realy tired ytd and 2day...her fatigue looks realy hurts me...im suppose to put a smile on her face...bt i failed...her changed lifestyle due to training and work makes her tired becoz she need to accompany me till late nite =( im sorry dear...i realy wan to spend time wif u...i realy miss u...felt dat she had gone mature upon the days in genting...or maybe im juz not moving forward...still being the old chris chong...sometimes wen i c ppl holding hand or being in romance wen i was working...it realy brings out the memories of us...our sweet days...we use to be such sweet couple the old days...maybe im juz being sensitive...