greater than usual

2day she told me in the morning...her body is very itchy...i guess perhaps its due to the bed cover or blanket being dirty...had some msgs wif her...she said she wana go c doctor...till around 8am+...felt asleep...woke up around 10am =( she told me the doctor wouldnt give her mc coz she is not sick...wtf...n her mum told her try to work 2day...ever since she told me dat she turn wierd...i duno wad her mum told her in their phone talk...bt i noe it affects her greatly...great dao she is totaly moody...called her around 10am+...1st time she hang up my call wen we r talking...i juz asked her...u dowan rest? she said...u all duno hw i suffer don talk so many la !!! she hang up then...i was shock...dis had never happen...i realise then...she had very unhappy...call bk her...her mood was depressed...perhaps is tired + was her mum told her...aiiz...she said...i wan sleep la...later wan work...don fan me la...my heart was broken...geting the sentence " 不要反烦我" juz hurts me deeply...i replied...i duno wad happen between u n ur mum...i juz noe u r sad now =( im sorry i cant help =( i wish to tell her...dear...juz resign...don care wad others say...i dowan to keep c u suffer like dis...1st there was stress...2nd there were idiotic roomates...3rd unsuitable condition...i cant even get to noe hw u r there T__T
bt i juz lack the bravery to do so...aiiz...im juz too weak...dear...hw i wish i can have u bk here at ipoh...