starry nite

its a starry nite...juz reach home after the monthly TGV staff meeting...supper for 2day was...KFC...so long din had KFC...haha...ate 3 pieces =x...kinda full...upon reaching home...saw my mum's car park at outside...so i decided to re-park the car inside the house...looked at the sky...many many stars...sudenly a memorable scene pop out in my head...it was the scene...wen i was in the car wif my dear the old days...where we had a nite of car roaming around ipoh...dat nite...she kissed me...it was her 1st to me...haha...my dear had been away again for 2 days...her 2 days was hard...kinda worry bout her...bt i couldnt do anytg...head my mum told me ytd...she said "Boy,u wan go genting on the 17th o nt?" i was like...genting? sure !!! i exclaimed...my mum said...haha...ur sis said u would go dis time...coz pui sian is at genting...i was...yeah...i can meet my dear...kinda not use to not having her by my side...although she was juz here last week...bt still i miss her...ppl told me dat meeting up everyday wif ur love one will make ur relationship unwell...bt to me...it was juz the opposite...not see-ing her for 1 day makes me think of her all day...perhaps she is juz too important to me...she told me she wans to come bk...resign frm the job...she was stressful..in my heart...i realy wish she come bk here...return to my side...bt i juz couldnt say it out...i cant be so selfish...juz coz i miss her wana c her everyday...i cant make her come bk...although i noe she is having hard time there...her family have expectations on her...she is juz too scared to dissappoint them...bt sometimes dissappointment exist...there is juz too much of a human can do...well at least u had try ur best...its alrite to give up...lucky my dear tot of so =)...i realy dowan her to suffer...she is unhappy at genting...1 dat working enviroment juz give her too much stress...another is having bad roomates...aiiz...cant help her...if oni i have a good job in hand...able to provide her neccesaries...i can have the bravery to ask her...stop the job...come bk n marry me...marry me n be my laopo...stay wif her n never leave me...bt i juz couldnt now...not for my position and abilities now...bt i would try my best to get into the suitable n appropriate possibilites to give her happiness and necessaries...dear i love u...i will wait for u...even if it takes how long n hw many hardness i have to go tru...i juz wish dat u will be return to me...no matter where u have gone to...my hearts n love will alwiz be urs