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my dear left ipoh...again...went bk to genting...realy miss her...although i get to meet her all the 5 days she was in ipoh...bt for me...i think our time 2gt was juz 1 day...maybe it was juz like the old sayings...don c 1 day equals 3 springs...i haven met her for almoz a month...guess hw many springs there were...5 days juz aint enuf for me...bt no choice...dats juz the time she had...saw her cried last nite b4 sleep...realy hurts me...she asked me nt to cry...well guess i did it 2day...din cry...bt still im sad...promise her wont be emo...bt duno whether i can do it o nt...having my soul away from me for too long can drag the emolizer out of me...cant help it...bt will try my best...sry dear...maybe 1 month is too long for me...gave her the ring dis morning...though i din said wad i plan to...bt i hope the ring can tied and kept us 2gt wen we r apart...hw good if she could stay awile longer...bt theres ntg we can do...din get a chance to be wif her for dis year CNY n valentine...which happens to be on the same day...it doesnt comes often or maybe even seldom...guess dis is fate...bt my heart will alwiz be wif her...no matter where she is or where im...its almoz 8 months...juz 10 more days to go...juz wish i can be wif her on our official 1 year anniversary...time realy passes fast...our relationship had reach nearly 8 months...the scene of our old days newly mated is still deep in my head...those happy moments...real happy moments...bt i guess time flies...nw she is working in genting and im staying in ipoh...studying and working...dear...we cant be 2gt dis CNY and valentine...bt i hope on 16th June 2010...we can stay 2gt...though there is time still to reach dat day...not knowing whether where we both will be...dear...gambateh...i believe we both can go tru dis hard days...real hard days...I LOVE YOU JOYCE LYE PUI SIAN <3