CNY + valentine

dis year is a very special year...its very rare to be able to meet 1st day of CNY n Valentine day on the same day...more like i haven seen it b4...supposed to be a very happy year and day for many ppl...bt i can say not very likely for me...well...say so becoz most of the ppl get to be 2gt wif their most loved one on the particular day...2bad im not...i cant be wif her...its our 1st Valentine and CNY...aizz...sad...hw i wish she is wif me...where we can spend the eve 2gt n have our 1st countdown 2gt...bt dat juz wudnt happen...she's in genting while im at ipoh...though im geting to meet her soon...bt i guess it wudnt feel the same...bt theres ntg i can do bout it...perhaps fate have put us into this position...realy miss her now...wonder wad she's thinking now...i guess it would be calculation n work...hahaha...aiiz...realy wish a miracle could happen...poof she is infront of me...nah...there aint so much miracle...stil have to move on...3 mins more to CNY...n im lonely in the house...never tot dat i wil spend my eve countdown alone in the house...facing my pc n blogging here...dear...do u noe hw much i miss u now? see-ing many ppl spending their day 2gt wif their love one 2day puts my heart to depression...bt i guess dis is a path dat we have to walk...theres nothing much i can complain...bt i juz hope dat...i cant spend dis valentine n CNY wif u...i wish dat the rest of the other valentine n CNY...i can spend all of them wif u...the rest of valentine n CNY in my life...dear i love u <3 pls take good care of urself...alwiz rmb...no matter u r in genting,ipoh or anywhere else...i will be in a region in ur heart <3