dillema

recently being wif my dear nowadays...enjoy having her by my side...bt this strange feeling suddenly appears...the fear of losing her is geting greater...everytime i look into her eyes...my heart feel emotional...wad would i do when she is not around me...she used to be my motivator...my strength...my everything...sometimes i felt like rather not see-ing her...coz wenever i see her...it reminds me dat she will be leaving...i noe i need to stay strong...and so do her...bt i tried to be strong...bt the force is juz brings too great of implication...i wanted to share all the time i have now wif her before she leaves...bt dis feeling juz disturbs me...i realy duno wad im thinking...my feelings is juz like the song " let me die " she will be leaving in 39 hours...which means my biggest unwilling to face scene will come...bt i think its inevitable...i will juz have to face it no matter hw much im not willing to...juz hope dat the day will come slower then i expect it would be...hopefully not too much tears will take place dat day...dear...i wan u to noe...although u might not c dis in time...i will love u till the end of time and nothing's gona change my love for u <3
I LOVE U JOYCE LYE PUI SIAN AND U WILL BE MY LOVED ONE FOR ETERNITY