DAY 10

its been 10 days since she had left...im slowly adapting the enviroment dat she is not around me...its realy hard...im missing her all the time...the oni thing dat could numb me is DOTA and work...trying to make myself paralyze wif these 2 things...bt 2day...she called wen i was on the way to work...din expect her to call realy...n i responded cold...upon reaching work...she called again...n again i responded cold...told her i gota rush for work...and hang up...then she sms me...asking whether m i falling for another gal...dat realy hurts me...she says she has no confidence...which realy poke the heart of mine...nearly lost track of my work...i replied...i was worried...worried about things dat is happening around her...i duno wads going on...im nt by her side...not able to protect her from unneccasry disturbance...i duno....if theres any...aiiz...realy don have confidence in myself...sad case...i told her frankly about my feelings...a great confession to make...i duno wad might happen in the future...bt im working hard to work out the future dat i realy wished for...dats to have a actual solid family wif her...im for REAL!!! DEAR WAIT FOR ME !!! ITS NOT FAR FROM THE FUTURE WE BOTH WANTED !! I PROMISE !!!