DAY 3

not working 2day...she called me n ask me to send her mum bk to hometown to give something to her fren to deliver to her on saturday...reject my frens for infi to do so...well...in the journey had some small talk wif her mum...and the topic appears to be her things in genting...told her mum bout her in genting...n called her juz now...told her i mention her stuff in genting to her mum...n she gt angry...very angry...well of coz i duno she dowan me to mention it...aiiz...so sad nw...she is so angry...dowan to receive my calls n reply my messages...its wad she will do everytime...bt dis time...the effects towards me is multiplied...my heart really hurts...hurt till i duno wad to say...maybe becoz i miss her too much...not geting to c her for 3 days...she wanted the laptop bt i cant give it to her...my dad need to use it...if its mine surely i can give it...aiiz...i realy duno...heart so pain now...duno wen she will forgive me...so fan now...duno wad i can do...maybe the effect is frm wad she said...if genting is willing to offer her a perma job...she would stay...which means...i duno...perhaps i could juz let it be...