nvr been so happy after so long

its juz an ordinary friday start...woke up in da morning...get breakfast then hang out wif frens...juz 2nite im going out wif other frens...of coz 2gt wif my beloved dear...did wad a bf sud did...went over to hse to take her n head towards the destination wif some frens waiting...on the way send msg to the fren telling them we already reach bt instead we juz start the journey meanwhile our frens had reached =/...got condemn for being late...bt it seems i din hear anytg coz im wif her...were trying to hide the fact we r 2gt by nt officialy announcing to them =P bt it seems they ardy knew =.=...sat down n ordered drink then cont on wif our "chui sui"...sat there for like 4 hours n talk about many things...although the topics were nt mainly consist of us both bt im satisfied...i realy felt it nw...there's no doubt...i realy love her...although our relationship doesnt come as easy as it seems to b...sent her home after we dismiss our "reunion"...had a little chit chat in the car on the way sending her home...forget ask for goodbye kiss wen reached her house LOL =P( mention for fun )...on the way bk to my hse kept thinking of her =/ even i cant tell myself y...its juz been awhile...guess no theory can explain dat...well for nw i noe 1 thing...although i cant b sure dat i can keep her forever bt i do wish dat things don change in my life...i had ntg else to wish for nw...except my own transport vehicle =.="...i realy hope dat nobody leaves my life nw...if can till the day i officialy leaves dis world...i promise...even im nt the best u can have...i will make myself the best i can give...i love u my dear joyce lye pui sian <3