even i duno

life been quite comfortable for the past few months...started my college life n yt stil sticking wif good buddies hang out plans...although hang outs amount has drop down due to work n studies...bt yet life is more less remaining the same...bt recently...some unexpected things came up...things i din realy expect to happen...frens has been telling things dat i duno hw to reply them...more like a scandal of mine wif a fren...=.="...frens told me dat a particular fren had a crush on me -.-lll...though i am nt sure hw true is dat...even im nt sure my feelings or view on dat...been puting myself on a hard situation lately...i have alwiz been a big talker on these situations wif frens...bt wen it realy comes to it...i kinda like went blank...realy duno if i gt the courage to find out the truth or sud the matter juz remain anonymous...realy cant make up my mind...felt my toughness is decreasing...