envy

2day is kinda tired...slepy quite late last nite...then have to wake up early to get ready for work...9.30am ticket box ~.~ ...well...there's ntg to do bout it...have to go tru it...had a very special envy feeling 2day...saw many family...or to be specific is parents bringing their children to come n buy ticket...juz watching them having such a sweet time while discussing about tickets makes me envy...wonder if i can have such a happy moment in the future...haha...bt all i can do is juz envy...frankly speaking i realy don have 100% confidence...perhaps distance is realy creating a wall of its own...i noe dis situation is unevitable...bt i realy hope i can change it...too bad i cant...aiiz...juz come bk frm yam cha...in the session we mention a similiar topic...1 dat i don realy wan to mention about...singapore...few days bk dear told me she will be leaving for singapore...n my fren told me he tot of working at singapore...another 1 said "i will be going to singapore for vacation"...bt me...aiiz...duno wad to say...for the moment...i juz wish dear can come bk as soon as posible n stay wif me as long as posible...realy don dare to think of family now...sked dat i will make a mistake if im unable to control...