heart speaks

its been a week since a last blog...well...the week pass quite fast enough...well as life says...there r sweet and bitter in life...so does mine...bt the lvl of sweetness is more than bitter =P...as i got her...my sweetheart wif me...she is like a trigger button...a happy trigger button to me...whenever i c her...happiness is wif me...its almoz 2 months since im wif her...exact to say is 2 more days to 2 months...hahaha...its a happy 2 months...bt sometimes...i felt lonely wen she is nt around me...juz like the laughter disappeared...stil rmb few days ago...she sudenly told me dat someone is trying to "chase" her...my reaction was like...wtf wth omfg smlj...i couldnt hide my reaction wen she told me dis...bt the actualy fact is...she was juz asking...the incident is nt happening to her bt her fren...i admit i was a little annoyed then...bt my heartbeat couldnt lie myself...i am so concern til my heart feels like tearing apart the 3rd party...bt was a little relieve wen i heard she was juz asking my opinion...bt there r also something tearing my heart besides that...which is to c her tired look after skul...n yet she wans to accompany me...i felt bad...she rather sleeps late to accompany me...of coz i m happy bt same time oso heart pain wen i noe dat she is tired bt yet refuse to sleep...juz like ytd...she was tired after skul...accompany her for lunch then went window malling around malls in bercham...hahahah...head back to my house later on...she was checking her facebook then...went on bed after she was done...bt i din accompany her...i dowan to disturb her nap as i can c tru her face...her lvl of fatigueness is increasing day by day...i was sitting at infront my pc as i watch her sleeps...i know...if i were to hug her then...her rest wouldnt be enuf...thus i decide to let her take her peaceful nap...came across an agreement towards the phrase...happy moments pass juz too fast...everytime im wif her...the time juz pass too fast...i wish i had the ability to control time...then i can be wif her for all the time in my life...bt there juz isnt the ability to do so...bt at least i can appreciate all the time i can have wif my sweetheart...watching her hugging her kissing her...sometimes i think...hw would my life be wen she is working at genting at the end of the year...bt the question juz doesnt have an answer...guess i might juz stop thinking about it...all does matter is that she is wif me...by my side...laopo i love u <3