abnormal feelings

hmm...woke up at 10.40am 2day...tot dat its juz another saturday dat i would go tru normally...bt the fact is it isnt...had strange feelings...as usual i text my sweetheart morning msg as i woke up...kinda annoyed her last nite...well text her as normal i would do...bt her replies seems odd...kinda reluctant to reply it seems...i duno the fact...dats juz wad i felt...she gt tt 2day...of coz during tt she cant text me...bt 2day i felt strange wen she doesnt text me...even if for normal days she wud have even wen she is driving...bt 2day it doesnt happen...perhaps she is angry wif me...i realy duno...my mind is blank...ntg bt the matter keep appears in my mind...sudenly i felt like lack of something...its been some time since i felt like dis...will dis resemble something? i wish it doesnt...coz if dis does...i know it wun be something dat favors me...my eyes felt different...its kinda liquid...if i din recall wrongly...the last time dis happens was 2 years pass...wudnt like to mention it...juz wish the incident don repeat itself...bt sometimes things r nt fully control by ppl themselves...realy duno wad im typing or doing...perhaps someone could cure me...