Tuesday, May 18, 2010
last post
the day has arrive...n i juz read her blog...i feel like dying...i had exactly the feel my fren had...juz worst than him...a fish being hook to the land n left rotten...she told he they had started...dat time...my heart realy hurts...hurts like it never was b4...seems i was the bad guy...n "he" appeared...as the angel...it hurts...juz hurts...i duno wad to say...juz left tears dropping...juz feel ending my life...our story...our everything...has ended...i muz let go...its the best...bt i juz cant...my brain n heart stil has her...recently many ppl juz "go" like dat in my area...y isnt one of them me? y? i realy wan to leave...away frm the sadness n tortureness...frm wadever is there...reading her blog hurts more...i wan to die...realy...some juz take me away...or send me away...she has never regret...juz 1 word in my heart...pain pain pain...fuck...dam...i duno...realy duno wad to write...i wish i can juz hate U...bt i cant do it...y...y the fuck the world put dis on me...y m i so vulnerable...fuck u CHRIS CHONG WEI CHOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will never return to dis blog...for the meaning isnt here...anymore...some1 if can...take me away...i wana rest...in peace...
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hope u wont return tis blog~I also don know u c tis~I know u forget all things ady~but in my memory never delete it~I just wan write out all I wanna say...I'm sorry , becoz in the 1st time is I hurt u , but now totally change ady~U din hurt me at all~u just let me unhappy~I don know y I'll jealous all about tis~ I tell my bf all things le~include I jealous u n ur gf~my bf ask me go back to ur side~in that moment I know I make a right decision~I love him ! He is a good man ! I never regret together with him just same with b4~I never regret together with u~actually ,ur every post i also have follow~but u don know only~n u always cheat~say will wait for me~n say will scold all the ppl if i wan stay back beside u n u will choose me again~hahaha~I wont trust u again ! I wont come back le~I will disappear~tat 1 is I promised u geh~
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