6 months ^^

last nite was our official 6 months ^^ bt we gone tru it a little bit unhappy...some minor matter occur...aiiz...dowan to repeat it...was awaiting this day to come...bt as the day comes...my depression and worries increase...the day she will not be my side is geting near...she will be leaving for genting...duno hw many times i can meet her in a month...neither i noe will the departure affect our relationship...i realy wish it wont...bt sometimes there r things dat i cant control...sometimes i felt...as time goes by...our sweetness decreases...izzit dat once u get closer to each other...the honey in the jar goes off little by little?i realy duno...mebe i was juz being too sensitive...juz hope dat no matter wad happen...our relationship remain the same...geting emo easily lately...hope the dark cloud goes off fast and may my bright day come earlier