wad a nitemare...perhaps the worst i had so far

kinda tired lately...class n work...haha...bt i kinda enjoyed it...especialy wen i receive my 1st month salary =) ...been taking naps recently after class n before work...bt 2day i had a horible nightmare...totaly horible...it was like dis...i went on a vacation wif my sweetheart...speak on vacation were supose to be a sweet 1...we went to a place...duno where it is...then appear dat im calling the tmnet for her...as her line was cut recently...then we went on to have food somewhere...in the dream we don have any vehicle...so we get on a cab to get to places...then we reach a restaurant...somehow she went on search for something or someone...leaving me alone...then i was waiting...sudenly a bunch of my frens appear infront of me...saying gona offer me a ride...then i went searching for her...bt she was nowhere to be found...i was freak out...in the dream...i tried doing wadever i can bt stil i cant find her...i was blank...then i woke up frm the nightmare...lucky she was beside me...she saw my freak face...i hug her then...not wanting to let go...later on...i sense dat the dream may prove something...im too afraid to lose her...too afraid too lose my half soul...ever since the big quarel between us...my fear of losing her has gotten higher...without my senses...guess i juz cant bear to lose her in my life...