heart pain

its been awile...din blog so long liao...been very happy these days...din came to blog =P...bt last week n dis week aint so happy...my dear is facing her stpm trials...well its a normal thing...bt she is being too tension upon the trials...pushing herself realy hard for revisions...i don feel good...been looking at her geting nt enuf rest...her look gets unwell and tired day by day...it realy breaks my heart...she's been insomia lately...unable to sleep late at nite...im geting worry bout her...bt i cant force her to stop doing revision...been trying to cheer her up bt i aint doing much effort...she promise me she wud rest early n take good care of herself after the trials...so i guess i can bare to let her work hard now...despite the fact dat my heart stil hurts to c her so tired...she was a little demotivated last nite...so i head to 7-11 to get her a few bottles of milk n a packet of 薯片...seems dat cheers her up =)...im glad i finaly did something to help her release some pressure...stil can rmb her smile wen i told her i was outside her house sending her milk n snacks...dat smiles realy bring up the spirit in me...at least she smiles...although its juz a smile...bt dats enuf to make me worrying more...her trials juz left 2 more days...2 more papers to go...glad dat its ending...bt my worries stil haven end as i can imagine the pressure n tension she wil have wen the actual exam comes...she been geting thin during the trials period...she muz b pushing herself realy hard...hope dat she wil gain bk some meat after the trials...at least stop losing weight...dear...gambateh...i noe u can do it...MUACKZ jia you jia you <3